By coming out of the closet, I am referring to the trying to conceive closet:) Actually, we have been trying for a decade a little over a year and a half. I am wanting/needing/dying to have a little sister (or brother) for my little Batman.
He needs one and he wants one. Bad. I am constantly reminded (by him) of what he and his little sidekick could be doing. I honestly believe he mainly wants a brother so he can dress him up as Robin. I can't imagine the amount of photos and videos I would take of The Amazing Adventures of Batman and Robin.
Anyway, I recently, as in this last Monday, had a laparoscopy procedure to see what was stopping us from conceiving. Turns out, I have had Stage 1 Endometriosis. My Dr was able to remove it all....Whoop Whoop! She said we should have no issues with TTC:D! My excitement is hard to contain. I hope this is finally the end of this sad and disappointing journey for us. I look at all of these moms and I wonder if they know how blessed they are to be pregnant or to have multiple kids. Don't get me wrong, there are some women who have been trying for years and years. My small 18 months of trying is nothing compared to what they have been through. However, my struggle is still not over and won't be over until we see the positive pregnancy test.
I am, in a way, thankful for this. It has made me realize how blessed we would be to have another little baby. It's something I've wanted for such a long time now. Sometimes I'll walk through the baby aisles at Target to "window shop" for things I would buy my little baby. I already have the car seat picked out. I know exactly which bottles I would use. I know exactly which diapers I would buy.
My time will come. I know it will. Everything has always worked out in my life exactly how it was supposed to. Things have always fallen into place at exactly the right time. It's always happened in a way to make me more thankful for what I have.
Until we see that little positive test, keep us in your prayers:)
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